LadyPyrateGreyskies

Well, I thought I had the page saved for the changes I made to it yesterday, but APPARENTLY, I did not.... )sighs( what a bummer. Well. On a plus side, the page is almost done. 

I had this weird dream, and I started writing it out. Eventually it will be another, graphics novel, but I really need to work on Breaking Starlette, so that is slowly happening (uploaded a progress photo). I think writing helped me reach a point where I wanted to actually draw again, I did draw a little bit of the beginning art work, traditionally, for the one from my dream. I think I have some more ideas for Breaking Starlette. I am going to be moving soon, the end of this month, and I will probably start a part time job until I found a full time one. Unless I do something like Uber Eats and/or Grubhub. (Leaning towards GrubHub) so, will see what happens. lol. I know I haven't been on, but I do miss y'all. 

How can I let go? You meant more to me than I was ever able to express so many years ago, but this time was different. This time I didn't show it, this time I didn't show I could care the same. I know that I do, but I couldn't show it. You blamed me for everything, and I blamed you for where I felt was necessary to place the blame. I loved you more than I knew, but I also knew that I was losing my self. I couldn't do anything without your approval, and I couldn't get to you. I guess there was a reason, You and I don't need to be together. You and I CAN'T be together. We aren't good for one another, never will be. I know I messed up. I know I made mistakes, but I couldn't get passed the fact that you never thought about your mistakes, and you showed me you didn't care about them; you showed me you focused on mine, and mine alone. You assumed wrong about me. I wasn't ever mad with your friend, I was mad with you. You were the one that had chosen to post that, and let me see it. You swear up and down you talked about it with me, but I know for a fact that we didn't talk about it. I am sorry I hurt you, again, and again. Over and Over, but we can't be together. EVER. It was NEVER going to work with you and I, no matter what we did to try to work things out. It was your way, and that was it. 
I can't live like that, I can't feel like I am living under your thumb, whether or not it's "For the best. For both of us." I love you, and I HAD to let go, doesn't mean I will ever be over you. Doesn't mean my feelings for you will die. After all these years? How can it? 

I have to live, and move on. So do you. I love you, but we need to let go. 

I have World of Warcraft, again, will be buying time thursday, if anyone wants to add me, they can, just PM

P.S. FOR THE ALLIANCE!!!
( I do have a few horde characters, too)

I have been in and out, because life is FUN! *Sarcasim* 

Slowly working on art, getting work and life balanced out still. Also, trying to save to move back to AZ.

I hope everyone is doing well, despite any down falls, or feeling like a failure. Try to keep your chins up!

 I draw Anthro's, I can't do backgrounds too well, so it will be white or solid color to show your character more ( if I draw digitally ) if it's traditional it will just upload as a photo via my phone ( I don't have a scanner ) I would rather earn  than USD right now, while I figure out pricing. 

 Open for non-anthro animal art work too.  only as well -for now- will have the same background options as above

 any HARPG ( horse action role-playing game ) related stories/horses/breedings are still in the process of being set up and will be slower than anything else.